Ever have one of those days or weeks where you feel you are interacting sideways in all your relationships? I’ve been having that kind of week and it is only Wednesday. I don’t want to even think about what Friday may bring.

When I am operating sideways in my relationship with my husband, children or co-workers, it is a sense in me that not all is well. There is this underlying feeling of restlessness, impatience, and uncertainty that my relationships are not the best they can be.

I have not had a huge blow out argument with anyone this week, but I definitely haven’t seen eye-to-eye with the people in my life. Work has been especially stressful and busy, and I have been teetering on the edge of opening my mouth with unkind words of irritation. I’m grateful God has found a way to help me zipper it up and instill a sense of caution.

This afternoon, I have tried to reflect on what is bothering me and grab moments of asking God to help me figure this out. I’m not sure what it is yet, but I don’t like the feeling. I want to be at peace with the people in my life. I wish to reconcile any ill feelings, tense conversations, and ask forgiveness for any underlying irritability I have verbally or non-verbally shared with someone.

To accomplish this, I’ve decided to set aside as much time as I need early tomorrow morning to sit in quietness and listen. Listen for that nudge or echo in my heart that provides direction from God. I’ll let you know what I learn.